Just What I Needed

This has been a great month overall, mostly nausea-free, but a few nights ago I felt another wave of nausea return and the depression that seems to come with it. After trying to fill my day with good things like exercise, teaching my children scripture stories, reading piano blogs, I was still feeling pretty icky. But then I read this inspiring I found in a book from the local library entitled "May Christ Lift Thee Up" by Virginia Pearce from the 1998 BYU Women's Conference. So many of the things I read spoke right to my heart and helped lift me out of the swirl of negative thoughts I was having. Here are a few of my favorite ideas:
The simple scripture "Lift up your heart and be of good cheer" (3 Nephi 1: 13)
The definition of humility " ... to joyfully, voluntarily and quietly submit one's whole life to the Lord's will."
A quote from Marjorie Hinckley, "We each do the best we can. My best may not be as good as your best, but it's my best... when we do our level best, we experience peace."
A quote from Brigham Young, "Strive to live the whole day to God and nobody else." (basically don't worry so much about pleasing other people or worrying about what they may think).
By doing this we "...will do our daily temporal tasks and duties differently- as offerings, not repetitive or meaningless drudgery."

Check out this video that Jared just showed me on youtube about Stephanie Nielson - survivor of a near fatal plane crash. Watching this just helps me count my blessings and helps me see life with greater perspective. I love her optimism and faith!

Itching for Summer

A few weeks ago the we really enjoyed the warmer weather. Dan learned how to cross the monkey bars on his own at the park.
Emily thinks she should wear her swimsuit everyday - rain or shine. One day when she got dressed for swimming I let her take a little "swim" in the tub.

Caramel Rice Krispies

I love this version of rice krispie treats that I got from a recipe swap a few years ago! For Christmas we substitute the rice krispies with Barrel of Fun Corn Pops which are usually only carried in our local stores during the holidays. It tastes like caramel corn, but without all of the kernels and hulls.
Caramel Rice Krispie Treats
1 c butter
2 c brown sugar
1 c corn syrup
1 can sweetened condensed milk
handful mini marshmallows (optional)
rice krispies or corn pops
Bring butter, brown sugar and corn syrup to a boil in a large saucepan. Boil for 3 minutes stirring frequently. Add marshmallows and sweetened condensed milk and boil for 3 more minutes stirring constantly. Remove from heat and stir in rice krispies or corn pops.
Spread rice krispie treats onto a large greased cookie sheet and cut into squares when cool.
(For the caramel corn I usually just dump it in piles on plastic plates and try not to eat it all before I can give it away).

Piano Preschool & Spring Recital

This year I've enjoyed teaching piano preschool to Dan & Emily and a few of their friends. They have especially loved snack time. You can read more about it on my piano blog Emily performed "A-Train" and "My Dog Tucker" for her first piano recital last week although I am sad that I forgot to get a picture of her that night. She has expressed the most interest in piano of all of my kids. I love it when she comes asking me for a lesson. Even when its late at night, I can't pass up the offer. The other day she was actually correcting me when I played a little song from her book she said, "No mom, this says piano, you're supposed to play it quiet!" Daniel played "A-B Bop" and "Ode to Joy." I love how his "thinking tongue" comes out whenever he's concentrating on something:). Rebecca (rather reluctantly) performed "Horse and Rider" and "Cat's Prowl" and then was happy to head off to join Jared who was judging the Junior Miss Competition. I was happy to hear her tell me the other day that she isn't going to quit because she's heard so many adults tell her that they wish they wouldn't have quit when they were young- so they must be right.

Daniel Makes Me Laugh

I can't believe how talkative my 2 youngest kids have become when we're running errands. Today as soon as the Doctor walked in to the room for my visit Daniel asked him "How come you're wearing slippers?" Then Emily piped up with some of her own questions. Our next stop was Walmart. Daniel was happily singing "Rainbows, Lollipops and Gumballs..everything that's beautiful is mine" (from Cloudy w/ a Chance of Meatballs) as we pushed the cart through the aisles. Then when we got the checkout he asked the cashier "Is your refrigerator running?" The teenage boy checking out had obviously heard this one before and said "No, not today." Dan persisted... "Well is it going to be running tommorrow?" The cashier was entertained and replied, "Well if it is I'll make sure that I catch it!" I think Dan remembered this little joke from a Arthur book we checked out from the library. At the pharmacist, Emily & Dan were nonstop conversing with the pharmacist. I think they don't fall from their mother's tree in this area, because I was too scared to even call and order pizza when I was much older then they are.

Brotherly Love

Jared went 4-wheeling with Dan last night. Originally he was going to take Emily too, but she was pretty tired and based on past experience he thought it would be too hard on her going on such a long drive, so instead she went on a ride around the block. When we broke the news to her that she'd get to stay home with the girls (& Jacob who has strep) she seemed fine. But when she discovered that Dan was not staying with her, she was broken-hearted. She clung to him and kept saying, I just want Dan. We even tried to appease her with a piece of taffy, but she refused and kept on clinging to her brother and chasing him out the door when he tried to go. It was kind of sweet for me to see how much she loves her brother, even though she was sad. For now she still insists that she wants to marry him someday.
Good Things:
Siblings who get along
Kind Brothers

Sabbath Ideals

I think I've always been an idealist. I like reading inspiring books with happy endings. As a child and college student, I envisioned the perfectly organized home I'd run some day... children wake up and quickly and happily complete their chores, get ready for school, then sit down to some nice peaceful family scripture study and prayer before heading off for the day. Then they come home to a happy mom who is just waiting to hear about their day while eating the milk and cookies I've made for them...etc. I have my ideas about the ideal Sunday too... after attending church, everyone comes home for a peaceful afternoon of scripture stories, gospel discussions, church magazine stories, scripture videos, with hymns and primary songs playing in the background. Of course there wouldn't be any fighting or arguing or kids running outside in the mud:0) But I've found that parenthood is more like the "train ride" analogy that President Hinckley gave once. There are some beautiful vistas to enjoy along the way, but plenty of rough or boring terrain in between. The trick is to enjoy the ride. Reaching ideals is a whole lot harder than thinking about them.
A few weeks ago I revisited "The Friend" website on www.lds.org and discovered the "Mormon Radio" link as well. I am loving these resources for Sundays- especially when I am so ready for nap. I love the music playing in the background while the kids play matching games with the prophets or put together scripture picture puzzles.
Last week when I was heading for a nap I found the "Mormon Messages" link on Youtube. It was so inspiring to watch some of the humanitarian aid videos, I never could pull myself away for the nap and my kids all started gathering around to watch it too. I love days like that!
Sunday still doesn't reach my "ideal" expectations most weeks... but I'm going to keep on trying. It's better to try and fail then to have never have tried at all.
Just writing about this makes me appreciate my mom and the efforts she made to make the Sabbath a special day in our home growing up. I have fond memories playing "Zion" "LDS Sketch Charades" & "Know Your Gospel" with my brother Matt. And thanks to the dramatized version of the scriptures that we listened to over and over I think we can all quote with a lot of feeling the words from 3 Nephi 8:25 "O that we had repented before this great and terrible day, and had not killed and stoned the prophets, and cast them out; then would our mothers and our fair daughters, and our children have been spared, and not have been buried up in that great city Moronihah."
We usually had a pretty nice meal on Sundays too. I haven't quite reached that ideal yet as I'd rather "rest" from preparing meals on Sunday since cooking isn't my favorite thing - but I guess I better go throw a little something together.